Hello! I'd like to introduce myself, which I should have done sooner, but I never actually thought about it. Heh-heh. Anyway.
My name is Zoe, but go ahead and call me Ere, Asha, or EreAsha, whatever you preference is. Otherwise its just a bit weird for me.
I was born February 14th, 1997, and it just happened to be my grandparent's anniversary as well.
I'm the oldest of four children, having two little brothers and a little sister.
My favorite color is blood red. I say blood because it's that specific shade of red that is my favorite. My favorite book series would have to be the Inheritance series, book one being Eragon.
Funny thing, I used to hate reading until I read that book. Now, I can't get enough of it.
I'm constantly on youtube, listening to a playlist of Radwimps's songs, songs sung by people who sound like the japanese voice actors of the Durarara cast (which includes the character songs), and a playlist of the hand-drawn MAD Durarara-related videos.
I can be very over-emotional when it comes to works of fiction. That being said, I very rarely seem to be affected by the workings of real-life, and have even trained my body to almost never cry in front of others, so that I don't burden them with my problems.
My logic, they're my problems, and no one should have to be worried by them. If it comes to the point where I need help, I'll ask for it... maybe.
The maybe is because I have an intense fear of disappointing the people I encounter. This includes family, friends, and even people I just chat with over the internet. The thought of disappointing them can send me into a panic attack, which I can conceal when others are around so that I don't worry them.
I really enjoy reading, writing, drawing, and role-playing. I use anything I can to not be faces with how life can turn out. Especially since I'm the kind of person who will remember almost everything nasty that's ever been said to me, even if it's just playful teasing that I know they don't mean. I will be perfectly content, and not being doing something, so my mind will wonder... and then wonder onto the memory.
Like just now, I mentioned bad memories, and I remembered when my siblings get mad at me, telling me that I don't deserve to live and that I wouldn't wake up in the morning. I also just remember one time where my mom was really angry and told me that she didn't think I have a soul.
Anyway, onto less depressing topics. My religion is Christianity. Without God, I would be nothing. (This topic will still get me thinking about depressing thoughts, but I will not deny the father. I will mention him,, as I just did.)
The '~Ah well' is something I just starting typing and sometimes saying one day. the ~ is supposed to me it's said in a sort of not-really-but-still-kinda mocking voice, as well as having a bit of sing-song to the sound.
I play World of Warcraft, have a tumblr, have a deviantart, have a youtube, and have a fanfiction account.
I guess that that's all I'm gonna share with you all. I hope this site goes well. Bye-bye!