No she did not have a desire to find her real family, but she did hope for a year or two that they would come find her but she gave up when she finally realized that they wouldn't come get her. The woman even though treating her like her own daughter still felt disgusted with Hibiki and she was planning already to kill Hibiki in her sleep but coming home drunk and being raped can put a person in the wrong state of mind. Hibiki's father is Japanese but she gets basically all her looks from her mother. She got into modelling because that was the only line of work that would take her. She is terribly uncomfortable with her job but keeps with it, in order to make a living. She doesn't find pants to be hard to move in, she finds shorter length clothes easier. She feels restricted when wearing clothes that cover up her legs entirely. Alternative modelling is modelling clothes that are not 'mainstream'. So that would include Goth, Punk, Cyber Goth, Metal, and Gore