Here are the adjustments to my charecter though he still immesnely strong during his rages his body is severely damaged after the fact since unlike Shizuo it can not handle the stain of this strength and he is usually left hospitalized after using this ability. Also he is weak mentally due to his fears being a thing someone could manipulate him with and use against him. Hope this is what you meant.
Full Name: Ryan Diaz
Nickname(s): The Foreigner
Birthdate: 2/8/92
Age: 20
Physical appearance: Ryan Diaz is 6'1 and 175 pounds. He has a fit slim build and his muscles are defined. He has brown hair that is of medium length which he wears in a messy style. He has green eyes with a hint of grey and yellow specks. He has a scruffy face and a short beard that shows he hasn't shaved in a few days .
He wears a pair of sunglasses Ray ban wayfarers to be exact. He usually has on a white button up shirt with the sleeve rolled up and a black skinny tie his shirt is tucked into skinny black slacks an Italian leather shoes. He wears a black fedora with a green feather on the side of the hat. During the winter he wears a black peat coat to keep warn with black leather gloves. His right hand knuckles are tarted with the word life and his left hand are tatted with the word pain.
Personality: Ryan is a extremely laid back in nature. He believes that by being laid back he can get through life without having to worry about anything.
He is very loyal and once you have become a close friend he will do anything to help you. Though he does not have a lot of close friends and can come off as aloof the few he does manage to make know they have a friend for life. He is slow to anger and to fight unless he is protecting someone he loves or defending something he cares about.
He tries to avoid confrontation due to him being so laid back but he is not afraid to finish a fight if innocents are threatened. He is very intelligent and an avid reader and he usually quotes classic novels at random times though the wisdom behind the quote usually fits the situation.
He is kind and doesn't mind helping those in need.
Background: Ryan was born in Queens, New York in 1992. He was the only Child of Kate and Richard Diaz. Ryan's childhood was as normal as any kid growing up. He had two loving parents and good elementary school and parents with good jobs. From a young age he always loved helping people. He would volunteer at the soup kitchen his mother ran. Sadly this bliss would not continue forever.
While in 5th grade Ryan suffered a terrible tragedy his mom had been caught in a plane crash while flying back from a trip to London. Her body was never recovered. That day an unspeakable anger began to build up in Ryan. He started acting out getting into numerous fights and rebelling against any authority his father tried to provide. The only solace he found was in readig books which helped him escape the pain. Finally fed up his dad sent him to live with his Aunt in California an his cousin Ronald.
There he was introduced to a whole other lifestyle which fed his anger. The life if a gang member. Ronald was a junior member of a color gang in LA known as the Black Skulls. Ryan was soon initiated and the two cousins soon became a terrifying duo Ryan with his brutal and fierce fighting skills and Ronald had his cunning nature by 16 they had risen to the leaders of the black skulls. The most feared gang in LA they ruled with a brutal iron fist gaining territory and notoriety. Ryan met a girl named Robyn and he fell desperately in love with her. They spent many happy days together an Ryan soon forgot about his responsibilities as a co leader of the black skulls. Ronald fed up with his behavior an wanting power for himself ordered a hot on Robyn. One day coming home from doing groceries Ryan found Robyn dead in his apartment with a letter with a single black skull printed on the top. In a blind fury Ryan rushed off and confronted his cousin. The black skulls then all attacked Ryan and in a blind fury he beat them all down till only Ronald remained. That night Ronald saw his cousin as a true monster and collapsed in front of him begging mercy. Ryan saw nothing but blind rage nd broke Ronalds back.
When he came to his senses he realize what he had done and how much his anger had hurt others he saw his mothers face in his mind and made a promise never to give into his anger again and became the laid back kind Ryan we know today. Ryan ran away to Japan to escape his past and started working at a book store in Ikebukuro learning Japanese and becoming a new person. When The Dollars craze began he was invited to join and joined when he found out the group was going to do good things and try to be a help to city. Since then he has rebuilt his life protecting innocents and working peacefully at his book store. Living in a one bedroom apartment right above it.
Close relationships: His cat Riku who lives in his apartment. He often vents to Riku as if Riku was a real person.
Current occupation (if applicable): works at a bookstore
Gang (if applicable): The Dollars
Strengths: effective fighting skills, Blind rage allows him to surpass his normal strength, good vocabulary and intelligent,
Weaknesses: His body an not handle his blind fury mode since he his surpassing his limits his muscles year and any damage he sustains during the fight he feels it directly after, this can leave him hospitalized for days or weeks, gets lost quite easily, has frequent night terrors and he looses a sever amount of sleep because he feels haunted by his past, this leaves him open to manipulation as people can prey on his fears and his mistakes, finally in his rage mode he can no differentiate friend or foe putting many at risk
Fears/Insecurities: he fears he will hurt someone again and that he will allow his rage to resurface. He fears he will never find peace over Robyn's death.
Likes: books, coffee, peaceful walks, helping people,cigarettes
Dislikes:Fighting, people who hurt others, unkindness, dogs, video games
Driving force: he is driven by the need to maintain his peaceful existence and keep back his haunting. Rage
Hobbies: reading, sitting and thinking about life, quoting books, staring at the sunset
Describe your character in three words: kind, peaceful, regretful
If your character were stranded on an island and could only bring two things with them, what would they be?: his favorite book "A Tale Of Two Cities" and a beach chair.
If your character could change anything about themselves, what would they change?: they would not want to have hidden rage.
Your character opens their fridge; what do they see?: old takeout cartons and beer.